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16:50:05Ķąlęb : Ok I am actually here now, not just moofing in))
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16:55:48GiadaΦMilos : Geoffery and Kaitlyn had left the beach and so it was as good a place as any to sleep. Paulos never went far and the ocean sounds were soothing. It was almost comforting to be there, something far bigger then herself and though her stomach was gnawing in hunger she did find sleep on those shores. She only woke once with the image of >>
16:58:11GiadaΦMilos : her haunted memories growing dim again she was able to find rest till the fingers of dawn bleed over into the darkness which was being expelled with each passing moment of the new day. Her eyes opened and she just stared at the violet skies as dawn turned them to blue . It had been rather cool on the shore and Paulos had laid beside her>>
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17:00:33GiadaΦMilos : giving some of his warmth but now that it was light he was up and stoically watching over her. She sat up and shook the sand from her hair the best she could, she really did need a bath and a change of clothing . A shadow feel accross the sun and rain clouds began to develop , no sense in a bath now she was bound to get soaked . Perhaps she would>>
17:02:37GiadaΦMilos : finally have some luck with that saddle. Geoffery didnt seem to be interested and Kaitlyn , well people who wore bandages on their eyes didnt seem to feel the need to ride horses. If she wanted to eat she was going to have to figure out some odd jobs, no one seemed to be in a buying mood. She would start at the stables maybe they needed someone>>
17:02:49GiadaΦMilos : to do some mucking out of stalls.
17:06:23Ķąlęb : -Much of what Kaleb did was unpredictable and difficult to track so when he headed into the forest with the intention of finding at least the female knight in this little charade of mess that seemed to be surrounding everyone he'd met in Hadara. Sybilla hadn't really explained it in depth, hadn't really given the whole story but courtesy of loose-c
17:09:20Ķąlęb : tongued gossips who'd seem the display in the marketplace, the face off between Dominus and Tory, he got the general jist. Kaleb aimed to find them by scent...having met each of them at one stage or another...but mostly he was looking for the woman at the heart of it. Sadly he'd tracked her the wrong way...back to the camp that was now well and -c-
17:11:42Ķąlęb : truly trashed. The wolf (for he tracked better wearing his fur) had sniffed around begrudgingly, thankfully not coming face to face with the male side of the knight pair. He picked her scent up further amongst the trees and had been all set to head in her direction (which was closer to the city) when he wandered into a familiar pack of hunters.-c-
17:14:30Ķąlęb : Straight off he didn't recognise them...then he noticed the familiar wounds bandaged upon their bodies...They were the men who he and Sybilla had ended up hunting...who they had defended themselves agianst. Kaleb was all up for the challenge and started the games with them once more...It had all been going well until one got a lucky shot into -c-
17:17:35Ķąlęb : the wolf equivalent of his shoulder...A normal bolt fired from a crossbow wouldn't really have staggered him...but it wasn't. He knew the instant it jarred through his flesh he recognised the burn...Silver. They knew...how could they know? Kaleb was lucky that despite being a foot down, he was able to outrun the gang of disgruntled hunters-c-
17:21:12Ķąlęb : otherwise he probably wouldn't have survived it. One other bolt found him in the chase. That had been an hour or two ago and back in his human skin, the wolf had failed to do much but haul his clothing back in and stumble off in search of that woman again...He couldn't risk going to Sybilla, didn't know where he'd find Tory and Giada was really -c-
17:23:17Ķąlęb : the only other person he'd met...She didn't know what he was...perhaps she'd leave him with his wounds...He was an abomination wasn't he? It was time to test that theory and the were eventually found her on the beach just as the clouds burst and the rain smoothered out any chance of finding her by scent. "Oi...Knight woman..." Kaleb left -c-
17:24:18Ķąlęb : distance between them for now and his clothes more the most part obscured the bolts, one in his shoulder, the other his back so he didn't look particularly different. "Why are you sleeping on a beach? And why is your camp wrecked?"-
17:27:27GiadaΦMilos : She looked up to the sky when the first raindrops fell and shook her head "Come on Paulos lets get something to eat" She reached to take the reins and wrapped them around her hand, as she turned to head back she saw Kaleb. He was the one that was in the Forge that night, she shook her head "I am no longer a knight, a woman I remain however" she >>
17:29:22GiadaΦMilos : gave a wry half smile and her fingers ran over her forehead. She was going to have to come up with some answers for the constant questions that she came accross. "I came here last night and it seemd as good a place as any. Ones choices are rather limited when the coin pouch is empty. " his latter statement caused a slight look of concern >>>
17:31:37GiadaΦMilos : that she did her best to hide "My camp? It is no longer my camp...." He mentioned no signs of a body and so that fact eased her mind slightly. The rain became a downpour and she started to walk toward town but then stopped, some old habits died hard"Did you need something sir?" like she had anything to offer but like a mantra the >>
17:33:04GiadaΦMilos : works of years in service did not easily quiet. She waited patiently for a answer to her query , not like there was a big rush to go anywhere .
17:38:15Ķąlęb : -The wolf did not feel good...he wanted to find a quiet place and curl up to bleed in peace but she was there and he'd stupidly headed towards her to start something. What was he doing? The silver wasn't helping to find his sensibilities. "I can see you're still a woman..." He grumbled, his eyes straying unashamedly across her form. The rain -c-
17:40:48Ķąlęb : had only helped to highlight the fact she was a woman...not now Kaleb! Head was shaken and he took a few slow steps towards her...Up close it was obvious he was paler than he should be and there was an odd metallic glint now and then to his veins...Not good Kaleb. "I need to talk to you..." he stated firmly, ignoring the wavering sensation of -c-
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17:43:31GiadaΦMilos : sorry I lost your posts if you posted)
17:43:38Ķąlęb : -The wolf did not feel good...he wanted to find a quiet place and curl up to bleed in peace but she was there and he'd stupidly headed towards her to start something. What was he doing? The silver wasn't helping to find his sensibilities. "I can see you're still a woman..." He grumbled, his eyes straying unashamedly across her form. The rain -c-
17:43:41Ķąlęb : had only helped to highlight the fact she was a woman...not now Kaleb! Head was shaken and he took a few slow steps towards her...Up close it was obvious he was paler than he should be and there was an odd metallic glint now and then to his veins...Not good Kaleb. "I need to talk to you..." he stated firmly, ignoring the wavering sensation of -c-
17:45:51Ķąlęb : his legs. "About this mess that makes you think you are not a knight..." He searched for sensible, calm words. "Give me a second...I...had a whole speak prepared..." The words came muttered out and Kaleb watched the woman from the corner of his eyes. How had she been the catalyst to all these things? She seemed so...well behaved...-
17:46:15Ķąlęb : Wb btw))
17:46:20GiadaΦMilos : ty)
17:49:25GiadaΦMilos : He moved toward her and she stood where she was and then a look of concern crossed her face "You are not well. I have limited healing skills ment for battlefeilds but perhaps you have a fever?" She unwound the reins in her hand and walked closer to him till he spoke to her about her knighthood. "If Tory sent you then he sent you on a erroneous >>
17:50:58GiadaΦMilos : errand and it was not right of him to do so."this man was a pawn and so she exhibted no anger towards him and changed the subject "I have no money for a healer but perhaps I can help get you to town. I would let you ride Paulos but he has been shoeless for a few days. I will make sure you get to town though." It was all she could offer, in the >>
17:53:04GiadaΦMilos : apparant situation. She was dissmisive about the whole subject he had brought up. Rather dismissive for she believed him sent by Tory and the man who wished to save her when he himself had walked from that path a while ago. One who walked a different path and he dared to tell her she was wrong for her actions....and then he sent this sick man>>>
17:53:48GiadaΦMilos : she shook her head and held out her hand"Come I was heading that way"
17:55:43Ķąlęb : -He wasn't a pawn...Tory had no idea that he was here and if Kaleb had even mentioned it to the man, no doubt he'd have been run through by his sword. It wasn't as if he and Tory got on and chances were he wasn't doing this particularly for the knight. "Tory?! You think I would do anything that ass told me to? I am not here because of him...well -c
17:58:05Ķąlęb : I am in some part...but...well..." Kaleb wasn't accustomed to messing up his words and he gave a growl of irritation. "I am fine...Listen to me...This queer vendetta of yours is bloody misplaced sweetheart....you're throwing away your faith and your friends over something fucking stupid...!!" He was getting irate but it wasn't because of her -c-
18:01:34Ķąlęb : necessarily...it was because of his wounds. "You honestly think you'd have to be cuckoo....to be so eager to give your life away for this..." He wavered again and she held out her hand. "I said I was bloody alright!" he managed to get it out as his legs gave way and he ended up face down in the sand. "I just need to lie down for a while..." He -c-
18:01:59Ķąlęb : murmured into a mouthful of beach. Damn...this wasn't going at all like he'd imagined it would.-
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18:04:37Ķąlęb : Wb))
18:04:56Sybilla·Covelin : ty Ofi)
18:05:36Ķąlęb : woof woof))
18:06:25GiadaΦMilos : She knelt down when he fell seeing he had a bolt stuck in his back. She helped roll him to his side and spoke softly"I have no vendetta, I do not know where you got your information but my faith is still intact, I am just no longer worthy to walk that path anymore."she wiped the sand from his face "I can take that out and bind your wound>>>
18:09:10GiadaΦMilos : but then I should take you to town." She ran her fingers around the wound and her lips pursed "This is odd, these are made of silver, odd that someone would waste metal on such a thing, what happened? I take it you must have been in the forest. Just last week I got myself caught >>
18:12:33GiadaΦMilos : in a snare trap. There are many hunters out there. but usually silver is kept for ...." she drew in a deep breath. "You need medicine I cannot give you ." her words were abrupt and she let him go standing. Her eyes grew unreadable "What do you want from me ?"
18:16:37Ķąlęb : -The wolf gritted his teeth as he listened to her slowly begin to figure out what he was...It was impossible to hide it because not only were the bolts silver but the flesh around them was in a bad way. Silver was poison to him and contact burnt flesh...the longer it was in, the worse the burn. By now the skin was black and blistered all the way-c-
18:18:27Ķąlęb : into the wound. It certainly looked painful...No one but another werewolf could comprehend this kind of hurt but Kaleb's tolerance was thankfully high. It clicked it seemed with her as she noted the metal...and why would a hunter use silver other than to kill a special brand of wolf? "No...I need you to take them out..." he stated as he hauled-c-
18:20:27Ķąlęb : himself into sitting. The movement made him groan inwardly. Hands were lifted and the palms were badly burned from the effort of trying to do it themselves. "Or...you can chose to leave them and watch me die...That is what you want isn't it Miss Knight? Am I not an abomination?" Another attempt at the bolt in his shoulder and his flesh sizzled..-c-
18:23:15Ķąlęb : nobody liked the smell of burning flesh and it caught in Kaleb's throat as he snapped his hand away. His green eyes were dulled by the silver seeping into his veins but they set on her oddly sternly. If what they were was so against her faith...so against her God, here was her chance to judge him so.-
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18:23:38Ķąlęb : http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2010/224/d/9/Chemical_Burn_by_Lyzius.png <--thats what the flesh around the bolts looks like))
18:23:42Ķąlęb : and welcome))
18:24:18GiadaΦMilos : thanks cause I just ate lunch>.<)
18:24:39Ķąlęb : >.> if it makes you feel better, thats just make up xD))
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18:30:30GiadaΦMilos : She shook her head "Yes , yes your kind are a abomination. Did you not know that the fallen one has the power to create creatures of his own? Evil can take on the form of light if it wishes. Why does your kind seek absoultion from my Order? You cannot get it from me for I do not belong to it any longer." she shook her her head>>
18:31:30†Dominus† : ty ty!!))
18:32:42Ķąlęb : Kaleb and Giada are on the beach))
18:32:56Ķąlęb : if you want to join in))
18:33:17†Dominus† : ill wait a few still trying to think of what to do next with dom))
18:33:33GiadaΦMilos : "And should a holy war come to this land your kind would hunt Knights as well. Do not think you are above such things, you are just as set in your faith as my kind are. We do not act on our own but by the edict of the Almighty. " she bent down and clasped the bolt in his back. Bracing herself she took a deep breath and pulled it out>>>
18:38:22GiadaΦMilos : throwing it on the ground, "Why does your kind keep revealing themselves to me for all that is holy....you destroy any chance I have of coming back." She grunted as her hand came over the other bolt , there was not the warning she might have given normally. The bolt came out with slight resistance and she threw it on the ground "You are relieved>>
18:40:39GiadaΦMilos : of your burdens." she took off her shirt , just a undershirt was all that she had under it. She ripped it into crude strips and began binding him "Now you can gloat , you have shown my unworthyness to ever trod the paths of righteousness again. If you wish to damn me to a lower level of hell please bring all your friends around " her words>>
18:41:31GiadaΦMilos : were bitter but nevertheless she continued her work. Leaving the last vestiges of her shirt on the ground. Maybe she would get a job easier now that she had no shirt...
18:41:42Ķąlęb : -Her logic was...unbelievable to him. He was the embodiment of the Devil? He would hunt knights if a war started? A holy war?? Why the hell would he involve himself in such a thing?? "For the love of...You are making assumptions about a race you do not even know!! You judge me based on legends and tales told to scare children at bedtime!" He -c-
18:43:29Ķąlęb : spat prior to the bolts being removed. "If my kind are so blasphemous...why are we not injured by your holy scriptures...? Why does holy water not seer the flesh form my bones? Why could I goddamn lick a fucking crucifix if I wanted to?!" She had some warped sense that werewolves grew out of evil, the Satan himself had walked onto Earth and -c-
18:44:59Ķąlęb : created them...but if that were true, why didn't he have the desire to rip her self righteous head off? Why didn't he spend his life seeking to destroy all that was good? Because he wasn't evil..."You and your racism...If I am a monster then end me!! If your God commands it, then take your redemption by freeing the world of me!!" It was then she-c-
18:46:45Ķąlęb : grasped the first bolt and Kaleb let out a howl of agony...It was enough to almost make him pass out but unfortunately for Giada she was not blessed with that. He was breathing hard by now and a feverish heat burned in his flesh. "And do not presume...my vendetta against the holy...If I was so opposed to your God and your mission...I would have-c-
18:49:35Ķąlęb : spent my life hunting your kind...and ending your life...You make assumptions about who I am based on the blood in my veins..." he gulped in a breath and tried to keep his senses clear. "Tell me Giada...quote me in your scriptures were my kind are brought up...Quote me where it says your soul is damned for not revealing us!!" The second bolt was-c-
18:50:31Ķąlęb : just as bad and another horrible sound left his lips. Consciousness fleeted for a moment but he forced himself to remain in this world...It really was testimony to how much strength of will and stamina Kaleb had.-
18:56:20GiadaΦMilos : "To him that knows to do good and does it not , to him it is sin" she wiped her hands on her pants and stood"You ignore that silver kills you, a metal of purity, why do you think artifacts of the church are made of silver? You have a friend that admited she must be caged to keep from killing >>
18:58:07GiadaΦMilos : humans because she knows if she is not then she will. She has a bloodlust to kill and cannot control it....so you can walk amoung the humans if you are so sure you are not evil then reveal yourself. Fail to cage yourself and go to the streets . I have no need to hide away so I do not succomb to the urge to kill I make a conscience choice>>
18:59:53GiadaΦMilos : as I have done now in not watching you die. You would not have that choice for you have a beast inside you." she didnt know why she was trying to explain he could care less "Being of the Order I submitted myself and my soul to certain vows, they bind my very life. If you have never done so you would not understand. To break them breaks the bond>>
19:02:28GiadaΦMilos : of my brothers and sisters and for me the Almighty. It is not easily fixed, I turned from that path because of the love of a brother and I destroyed another to keep the secret asked of me. I saw my brothers and sisters broken bodies and their blood cried to me from the soaked ground and I shamed their very sacrifice by not holding true . >>>
19:04:25GiadaΦMilos : For me the breaking of such holds a high price. Unless you have done so yourself and turned your back on the fabric of something that held your soul then you cannot comprhend the price. "
19:05:36Ķąlęb : -Free of the silver his body could atleast start to heal...He was badly wounded though, by werewolf standards and if she chose to storm away from him he wouldn't be able to follow her. As she gave her quote he gave an exasperated sigh. "So you did not slaughter another person...so by your Gods standards, then you are damned? How exactly does -c-
19:09:44Ķąlęb : that make ANY sense? By that standard every time you learn a person goes against your scriptures you have to smite them...or you lose your soul...." Another sigh. "Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice -c-
19:11:30Ķąlęb : homosexuality...Conrinthians 6:9....See? I can quote your scriptures too...Does that mean when you learn a man is gay, you hunt them down and end them? Adulterers? Whores? I haven't seen you at the docks damning those men and women!!" Why did Kaleb know his scriptures? Because there really was more to the wolf than just being an ass. He knew a -c-
19:13:45Ķąlęb : lot more than people gave him credit for. "As to silver...it is because it is associated with the moon that it harms us darlin', not because of your God..." He wanted to get up but he was stuck in the sand. "And you speak about our inner beast...does your religion not speak of such? We are no different to humans, who must overcome temptations...-c-
19:15:46Ķąlęb : If we were evil, wouldn't we let ourselves run wild? Wouldn't we seek to infect you humans with our bite and lay waste to you every full moon?!" He felt ill...sick to his stomach and his attempts to argue with what was clearly a brick wall weren't helping that sensation. "Your petty reason for throwing away your soul is senseless...and in -c-
19:18:31Ķąlęb : choosing to do so you dragged others off your path...I have offered you redemption and you will not take it..." There was another pause and he narrowed his eyes. "It is people like you...so close minded...so fucking stupid that damned my pack for misguided actions of one wolf...For that one wolves crimes your kind of humans decimated my pack...-c-
19:20:09Ķąlęb : came when we were weak...defenseless...and caged and systematically slaughtered us...By your definition I suppose that action was acceptable? To murder women and children and good men who went out of their way to protect your pathetic kind? I suppose they all deserved their deaths did they?"-
19:26:23GiadaΦMilos : She listened to him and shook her head"I do not pretend to know everything. Redemption would not come from killing you, a sin cannot be blotted out because of works of good....There are many Orders, some concentrate on the healing of others, some concentrate on being scholors , others are holy warriors and still others seek to find holy relics>>
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19:27:43†Dominus† : welcome))
19:27:47Rosie : Hello. ]]
19:28:04Ķąlęb : Welcome))
19:28:05Sybilla·Covelin : WElcome to Imperial)
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19:29:07GiadaΦMilos : to guard and protect them. Each Order has a different focus, I cannot know all their intentions. Some orders believe that your kind are unfortunately cursed, others like mine believe that it is evil. My order is dead , it died when Dominus and I walked away from that path. " she took a deep breath "do not think that you are the only one that has >>
19:31:18GiadaΦMilos : seen and suffered decimation. Do not bind all orders the same and exepct them all to believe in the same principals. You have your life and your friend has hers and I promised I would not say anything. You disdain me for hurting Dominus but should he have found out he would have been bound to seek you out and kill you , I hurt a man that I loved>>>
19:33:12GiadaΦMilos : I destroyed him to keep you and yours safe. Yet you show me no gratefullness only anger and disgust at my actions. Sacrifice for others is what I was taught and I gave much to protect you and your fellows. Spit on me if you wish how sad that my gift was not appreciated, in doing so perhaps you are showing that you are a beast after all for most>>
19:33:38GiadaΦMilos : with a soul would be grateful "
19:35:07†Dominus† he had been in the cathedral for some time kneeling before the alter staring at the ground his hands down at his sides. He wore his used up tattered tunic that had no sleeves with his worn black breaches and leather boots. He did not have his sword with him anymore. He spoke quietly to alter infront of him..."Lord please forgive me" he would <C>
19:37:26†Dominus† pause momentarily and start again..."Please forgive me for my imperfections" he paused and sunk a little lower his right hand came up to trace over his brands and tattoos of scriptures on his left arm. Dominus continued with his prayers asking for forgiveness and he vowed to start his pilgrimage over again. Dominus looked up at the stained glass<C>
19:38:11Ķąlęb : -This woman was impossible...and her Order made no sense. "Your order sounds like a piece of crap Sister...It makes no sense for one Order to have different standards...If you are going to be an arsehole, at least follow through across all bases..." he wasn't thankful for her mercy because it made no sense...If she had such a vendetta against -c-
19:39:46Ķąlęb : his kind, then not acting on it for the sake of a friends request went against the very fibre of what she seemed to value so. "You give your soul away for a man, for a friends request? Then I am sure your God and your Order will be grateful to see you gone...Tell your Brother...let him bring down this holy wrath against me...At least he might -c-
19:40:38†Dominus† and asked..."Please see Giada in safe arms and on a safe path" he paused again and took a breath..."For this I vow never to kill again. I vow peace for as long as you Lord shall have me do so". Dominus stood up and pushed his hair back from his face. Though cleaned up from the days prior he still would look a mess. He left the front of the <C>
19:41:49Ķąlęb : have the gall not to shirk his beliefs for the sake of a person he barely knows...Might have the courage to act on his convictions!!" Was he trying to get himself killed? No...but he was highly irritated by the double standards she had. "It is not a gift to throw away who you are and what you believe in over nothing you stupid bitch...It is just-c
19:42:17†Dominus† cathedral making his way outside slowly looking out into the city. Dominus moved to Thunder and untied his reigns and pulled a bit for the horse follow. He said to the horse as he moved through the street..."Well friend...you are a warhorse...it is time for us to part ways too.....I am no soldier anymore" He had left his title in the cathedral<C>
19:43:11Ķąlęb : a sign of how much of a coward you are...I'll see my soul in Heaven before God is stupid enough to let you in!!" It was harsh and mean but Kaleb's good manners and sensible arguing had worn thin after so long arguing with this stubborn headed mule of a woman.-
19:44:18†Dominus† in a sense. Dominus looked up at the sky and at the people as they pass he said as he looked up at the horse..."It is someone elses turn to take up the sword and banner" he gave a fake smile and tugged the reigns again and kept walking the horse following Dominus.<D>
19:50:53GiadaΦMilos : "Yes I am a coward and hence I am banned from that path." she turned from him. His insults were not going to phase her outwardly though she winced when he spoke of how her Order would be happy to see her gone. That truth hurt for she had known nothing else for many years of her life as a acoylyte and if Marcas had known about this >>
19:52:21Ķąlęb : I have to eat something, so assume Kaleb has passed out in the sand and leave him there xD so you can go play with Dominus!))
19:52:22Ķąlęb is away.
19:53:00GiadaΦMilos : well he would have been hurt. Perhaps it was better that they were all dead so that they didnt see her fall. Food it had been two days, she had literally given the shirt off her back to someone that thought she was a idiot. She grabbed the reins and moved towards town. Sure to get stares from her soaked skin she knew she had to get out of this >>
19:55:37GiadaΦMilos : town. She was a coward, she was stupid but she had done as she always had, given so that others could have. Her biggest regret was what she had done to Dominus who was worth a hundred Kalebs. She had to ignore the stares at her undressed state, she had left the camp with nothing except Paulos. She was going to try to go to the stables to see if >>
19:56:35GiadaΦMilos : she could muck out stalls or something of the sort for even a meal. It seemed that the streets because of the rain were rather sparse and people were keeping their heads down which ment they didnt pay attention.
19:58:40†Dominus† Dominus approached the stables and started bardering with the man there to sale Thunder. After their banter back and forth he took the gold the man gave him and he handed the reigns of thunder to the man. Dominus stopped the man from taking him right away he reached up and patted the side of the Horses head and spoke to the horse.."may a great"<C>
20:00:09†Dominus† "worthy warrior take you into battle my friend. You have been great to me" he patted the horse again. Dominus tucked the gold into his pocket and felt marcas's book he had picked up off the ground at the camp and still did not know why he kept it. Dominus prefered to forget about the pass totally, he had honestly tried through drinking it all<C>
20:01:35†Dominus† away the night before. He had sat at the destroyed camp and consumed a whole small cask of ale and woke up alot later then he normally did. He stepped back from the stables and pushed his hair back again watching the man take Thunder into the stables to be locked up in a stall. Truth about it was he felt terrible for giving the horse up but<C>
20:02:07†Dominus† it was part of his life he vowed to give up, fighting wasnt for him<D>
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20:07:24GiadaΦMilos : She caught a stablehand right outside the stable and spoke "Do you know if there is anywork, I havent eaten for two days and I will muck out stalls or groom horses or anything for a meal and maybe one for my horse too " The stableboy stood looking at her open mouthed. She covered herself the best she could and mumbled "Maybe I could talk to >>
20:09:52GiadaΦMilos : someone else that has some authority?" she was trying to avoid the lads eyes and then added " You can tell him I have a saddle for sale too if he doesnt happen to have any work ." he nodded rather dumbly and then disappeared inside. She brushed the hairs that stuck to her head with the rain that seemed to have let up for a bit>>
20:10:34GiadaΦMilos : hopefully she would dry out some but the humidty would prevent that. She stood bedraggled and hungry waiting for the boy to come back and she wasnt sure that he was even going to as he didnt seem to have his wits about him.
20:13:19†Dominus† He had saw Giada move around the Stables though he did not say anything he just stepped back further away from the street. Though he would take the gold back out of his pocket and count it one more time as he had added to his small collection. However a man would run up and snatch the money from his hand. Dominus clenched his fists and wanted <C>
20:15:46†Dominus† give chase and pummel the man. He looked up at the sky and asked..."really" everyone stared at him as if he was supose to defend himself. He looked back at where he last saw Giada and turned and started back down the street standing straight up so he stood higher then most of the people around him. He moved through the street towards the further<C>
20:17:36†Dominus† towards the edge of the city and he said to the guards as he passed..."Nice weather out here today". Obviously he would get an odd look at his smart remark towards them, but he was obviously not meaning no foul towards them about his current situation. He already missed having Thunder due to having walk the path he was about to stride<D>
20:21:12GiadaΦMilos : She glanced and saw Dominus and she wanted to talk to him but before she could gather the courage he was gone. The owner of the stables came and raised a brow "I hear you want work, well I dont have any for you and I just bought a horse ...wait from your friend. " he chuckled " He could at least buy you some clothes girl. Go get a >>
20:26:28GiadaΦMilos : shirt on before you catch your death" He was friendly enough but dismissive, she nodded and thanked him quietly for at least considering her offer. So Dominus sold Thunder, she wondered why. Kaleb had said the camp was in ruins and if Dominus was here in the city it was a good time to go back and see if she could scrounge up something to wear. >>
20:28:40GiadaΦMilos : made for the camp, the guards raised their brows at the scantily clad woman but she ignored them. The rain started again and she wasnt even dry from the first shower on the beach. She wanted to hurry because if Dominus came back that could be awkward though she hoped in a way to lay eyes on him again. What she wouldnt have given to feel >>
20:29:20GiadaΦMilos : his arms around her one more time but she had pushed him away, for two that could care less and just held her in disgust for it.
20:32:50†Dominus† Dominus looked to see one of the paths he used to go back to the camp. Though lost in thought four men jumped from behind trees and logs as he was well away from the city now. The man brandished swords at him and told him..."Give us your valuables or we kill you". Dominus shrugged holding fast to his vows of non violence and said in reply with a<C>
20:34:31†Dominus† calm voice...."I do not have any, this will be the second time I have been robbed today....I will not fight back". The leader of the four men stepped up and hit Dominus in the face with a hilt of his sword. Dominus grasped his face and fell to his knees in pain and shock. The Bandits repeated themselves..."your goods! now!" yelling repeatedly a <C>
20:36:27†Dominus† few times. Dominus shook it off and looked up from his knees and replied.."I have nothing I told you. Please leave me b......" Dominus was unable to finish his sentence as a bandit kicked him in the side of the head rendering him officially asleep so to say. They kicked him a few more times and then went through his pockets. Dominus came to tied<C>
20:37:58†Dominus† to a tree sitting down. One bandit looking through Marcas's book. The man laughed at Dominus and threw it into his lap and said..."You do not lie.....maybe the animals will eat you before you starve to death" the mans laughed and started walking down the paths they came and out of sight. Dominus didnt yell for help or anything of the sort he <C>
20:38:10†Dominus† sat quietly his head hung low as he stared at the book now in his lap<D>
20:43:23GiadaΦMilos : Hurrying luckily she avoided the bandits and entering into the woods she was bent on finding a shirt, she would even settle for one of Doms old ones, anything better then this. Maybe some food to quell the hunger that was causing spasms in her belly. She was so intent she almost missed him and when she saw him her throat felt tight and she >>
20:46:38GiadaΦMilos : dropped Paulos reins from her hand and she ran kneeling beside him. "Dominus ...." she looked a sight, nothing but a think wet soaked undershirt and her breeches. She reached out and pulled otu her dagger "Let me get you untied...who did this?" she set about to cutting the ropes and when done she kneeled beside him and held his face in her>>
20:47:42GiadaΦMilos : hands she looked in his eyes pain and worry mixed together, that and shame but she could not leave him like this as painful as it was to be there with the man she had destroyed.
20:51:01†Dominus† He didnt look up as he heard the voice and new who it was. Dominus did not speak at first as she had kneeled beside him and cut him free. He reached and picked up the book in his hand when he could. As she took his face in his hands he answered her questions with calm quiet voice the cut on his face visible as he looked through her more than<C>
20:52:59†Dominus† at her. "Who did this does not matter, They are long gone. I have no wish to give chase"..... He had given it all such long thought after destroying stuff, prayering, threatening others, and the answers never matched. Dominus knew she had hid something from him as he wasnt stupid. He was rather inquisitive at times and at times it showed he held<C>
20:55:09†Dominus† the book she had left behind up and he said...."I told you once before, Ill tell you again....this is yours" he stood up on weak legs from the beating he had taken. Pulling her hand out before he stood and placing the book in her hands. It was a way for him to add more to his inquisition list to find the answer he so desperatly needed deep inside<C
20:55:34†Dominus† though on the surface he didnt show it anymore, other then still being a mess and occasionally drinking too much<D>
20:56:35Sybilla·Covelin : After overhearing the hunters in the Wench chattering about how they'd hit the 'sob' and it escaped, she'd been combing every possible spot she could think of to find Kaleb. Finally tracking him to the beach, there was a moment that she actually thought he was dead. A moment it truly bothered her. More than a moment, /c/
20:57:16Sybilla·Covelin : really, she'd been a mess all day trying to find him. Silly really. "Ofi!" Less a name of agitation and now more a name of affection? Oh this was bad. Someone had removed the bolts at least and bandaged him. By the scent it had been Gia. Gia? No time to dwell on -that- conundrum. "Ofi..." Sybilla slid in the sand to kneel next to him, pulling /c/
21:06:07Sybilla·Covelin : lightly to get his face out of the dirt. Concern and tears? The bag she brought with her was dragged closer. Reaching within she fished around for the meat which was wrapped in oiled leather to keep it from dripping too badly. She came prepared in case he wasn't dead. He needed food so she'd stopped at the butchers and picked up /c/
21:06:15Sybilla·Covelin : meat. The small piece of meat was rubbed against his lips. "you have to eat something, ofi."/d/
21:07:21Ķąlęb has returned.
21:08:23GiadaΦMilos : She needed to get him to understand, the least she could do was to let him know that what she had said about Tory was a lie. "Dominus ...I do not ask your forgiveness because there is none for me but I lied to you. " she took the book a remnent of her stupid order, or so it had been cruely stated today>>
21:12:02Ķąlęb : -The wolf had passed out at some point towards the end of Giada's speech...by that point his mind had stopped listening anyway. Something about being a coward...or had he said that. Silver shock took a were a while to get over and the lengthy exposure to the silver hadn't helped things. He was still out cold when Sybilla showed up and murmuring-c-
21:12:24GiadaΦMilos : "I have nothing to bind your wound, if there is something left at the camp I shall do my best." she did not touch him , he was too near and she was not sure that she could do so without crumbling. "I heard the camp was trashed, I came out to see if ....there was anything left." she didnt tell him what the lie was about just yet, she was >>
21:14:03GiadaΦMilos : immediatly concerned about his injuries at this point. Injurys to the heart and to pride would not be healed with a mere confession and she steeled herself knowing that there was bound to be more questions. Kalebs words had stung but she had not given him the chance to see such. And she was the cruel one....
21:16:11GiadaΦMilos : Rosie you dont allow whispers are you here? If you arent going to play we do have a one hour timelimit)
21:17:00†Dominus† shooked his head at her and he said..."Let me tell you something I have learned.....God doesnt Damn us....we do" he reached up and wiped the blood from his face onto his hand and then from his hand to his breaches. "You can lie to others, but you can not lie to yourself..." Dominus paused and stepped back from her to give her her space. He hadnt<C>
21:17:54Ķąlęb : incoherently in his lacking consciousness. "Jaci...I feel funny..." Who was Jaci and why was he talking to her? It was only when he heard 'Ofi' that his mind realised who was there and his eyes cracked open. "Oh...hello..." he murmured. "Don't go in the woods okay princess?" A lopsided grin found his face that really had no place there. Eat she -c-
21:18:56†Dominus† pegged what she lied about yet. He knew something was a miss about her and Tory he had narrowed that much down. "Take what you like from the camp everything is still there as far as I know." he removed his shirt from his back though torn some he held it out to hear. He may be upset but he did not want the weather to see her ill. Dominus waited <C>
21:20:31†Dominus† see if she would take hisTunic. "I just have one question and one only....why?" after he got the on answer he had sought he would let it go or so he thought. His plans were to get his answer and go "home" to the monastary<D>
21:20:50Rosie : My whispers are off? My bad. ]]
21:21:06Rosie : Sorry I was just reading to get a feel of the place -- I didn't want to intrude. ]]
21:21:19GiadaΦMilos : no problem)
21:21:28Ķąlęb : said and his wounded limb dug into the sand to force himself into sitting upright. It was partly for the sake of not choking...but partly because he didn't much like looking like a pathetic well kicked dog around Sybilla. Weakness in front of other wolves could often encourage them to try and take your place in the pack. As the meat was offered-c-
21:22:20GiadaΦMilos : She took the tunic and was warmed by the heat that still lingered in it from his body.
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21:22:40Ķąlęb : he reached to take it, instinct taking over to choke down the bloody, raw meat as fast as he could...No doubt a human would have found that disgusting...but as Giada had insistently pointed out, he was anything but.-
21:25:15GiadaΦMilos : her eyes rose to meet his as she felt the weight of her lie to him almost crush the breath out of her " I lied to you about Tory, I did not love him nor does he feel anything towards me but disgust. It seems to be a common seniment nowdays" she whistled and Paulos came walking over and she took the reins. "I did it to save>>
21:26:37GiadaΦMilos : you because you would not leave my side and I did not want to see you take the same path I did. You should not have to pay for my sins but you were insistant and it was the only way I could ensure you would not try to follow." she swallowed and looked back toward the town. "I knew it hurt you but I saw no other way at the time. It seems >>
21:27:56GiadaΦMilos : that all I have done since I have been here has failed. I cannot even save a life without being cursed at..." she turned her eyes toward him "My heart never belonged to another Dominus"
21:28:01Rosie has left the conversation.
21:30:08†Dominus† took a very deep breath to let out the pent up emotion as she spoke about her lie about Tory. "Giada look at me" he pointed at the brands and the scriptures that spoke of repent and the like. he finished his sentence after showing his Tattoos and brands to her again and asked...."Do you think I have not committed sin." he grunted as he tried not<C>
21:32:16†Dominus† to get upset as he spoke about his past..."I am of Barbarian blood line.....I was born to hethens.....I killed them in the crusades the whole tribe with the order......I have done bad things Giada." he sighed and hoped she could understand what he was trying to say. It was true and it was the reason the some of the other knights held disdain <C>
21:32:31Sybilla·Covelin : Jaci? Who was Jaci? Maybe he had a Daniel in his past. They all did. The thought made her heart clench a little. "I won't go into woods, Ofi." Fingers brushed away some of the sand from his eyes. Stubborn wolf sitting up like that. There was no pack, no order to take, something which had hit Sybilla this morning while she roamed /c/
21:32:41Sybilla·Covelin : the city streets. While Gia had done an excellent job binding his wounds Sybilla went about undoing it. Digging into the bag for a jag of salve. "I'm sorry for your loss, Ofi." Words spoken even as she got the first look at his wounds. Bad but not fatal. A bladder was drawn out full of that berry juice and she thrust it over his shoulder /c/
21:33:25Sybilla·Covelin : jar^ )
21:34:22†Dominus† towards Dominus. His hands came to rest on his belt and he said..."The day you left the camp I sined. I destroyed the camp in a rage. I drank ale untill i passed out. We all sin and are born sinners....we are what we make it." Dominus had spit more senseable words this day then he had in a while. Dominus slumpt some his hair falling in his face<D>
21:34:40Sybilla·Covelin : into his other hand. "Drink it." If there something her tribe did well it was take care of their wolves. Even the humans took care of the wolves because they believed them to be blessings sent from the Gods as protectors. Fingers dipped into the salve and she delicately started smoothing it over the first wound. "What would you do /c/
21:38:05Sybilla·Covelin : without me?" Trying to be funny and failing miserably. Maybe because she didn't want to admit that he had her worried. It was easier being in different corners than sharing one with this wolf. "We're going to have to stay out of the woods for while. I heard them say they were going back to look for your body." And her. They were still /c/
21:38:12Sybilla·Covelin : hunting for her. /d/
21:38:57GiadaΦMilos : "Then that creature was right, our Order ment nothing and we are nothing but fools" she took the book that had been so precious and threw it "I am sorry what I did to you , I thought that I was saved for something, I was only spared because I am a coward and it would have been a disgrace to die with my brothers and sisters" >>
21:41:13GiadaΦMilos : the numbness settled in she was a joke all along and they all knew it but her. "I loved you Dominus, I just wanted you to know and that in time you might heal from the pain I caused for you are a good man."she had once brought him back to the place of hope and faith but now she had none of her own, she could not do anything for him but >>
21:41:37Ķąlęb : -The wolf managed to slump forward so that he wasn't holding his weight on his wounded limb. He made short work of the meat offering and it would undoubtedly do him good. There really wasn't anything better for a wolf in times of need than raw meat. The swift unbinding of his wounds only revealed how unpleasant they looked and giving his shoulder-c
21:42:00GiadaΦMilos : give him the truth and tht she had done. "I am going to the camp or what is left, if there are any things left," she hoped for a change of clothes at least.
21:44:04Ķąlęb : a glance his nose curled...They smelt bad too, like cooked flesh and gore. Cooked meat didn't appeal to him in general...but it appealed even less when it was him who'd been cooked. "My loss princess?" he wasn't sure what she meant by that bit...either he'd not been aware of what he'd said or this jaci wasn't a loss. "You're not going to cut my-c-
21:44:05†Dominus† he did not pick up the book though he would stop her by gently grabbing her arm and stepping infront of her and he said..."with God as my witness. The order still is in both of us. Things can mend....You Loved me you say?" it made so much more sense to him now that she had lied about Tory and now he was lost in his inquisitive nature. Dominus<C>
21:46:22†Dominus† spoke up again as he stood infront of..."You loved me?.....well I still Love you. I wasnt afraid to admit when you walked from the camp and I am not afraid to admit now" in all reality he was shaking and nervous as he had never spoke the words to anyone. Dominus stood there hoping to get a better reaction then his first volley of comments he <C>
21:47:01Ķąlęb : arm off are you? I'd end up running in circles..." As a wolf he meant. The offered bladder was given a begrudging look but reluctantly he took a few deep gulps of it. Something fruity...it didn't taste too bad. As her fingers started in on the wound but Kaleb set his jaw hard against making any noise...because man did it sting. "I'd find someone-c-
21:48:01†Dominus† delivered. He just didnt care what she hid at this point in time he just wanted to see if he could get her to not leave again. That alone would make things a milllion times better for him he had totally lost the side of Dominus that came out in the days prior, however he had a reason at the time to be like he was<D>
21:50:22Ķąlęb : to lick my wounds princess..." He quipped, face twitching as she caught a particular sore spot. "Although likely they'd figure out what I am and put my abominable head on a spike...So I guess you're preferable..." he ground his teeth a moment before continuing. "Sure princess...no woods...I guess I didn't figure humans to put two and two -c-
21:50:44Ķąlęb : together and show up with crossbows blazing..."-
21:53:25GiadaΦMilos : Tears filled her tired eyes as she whispered"I still love you , but I must tell you I am not worthy of you. Every deed that I have done to show mercy had been thrown in my face over and over in the past few days. I just want to leave Hadara, we shall not be accepted for we are too narrow minded and ..." she tried to remember the other words used >>
21:55:07GiadaΦMilos : "Racist ..." she had promised she would not say anything about Sybillia but she made no promise to Kaleb, he was a cruel beast. He had spouted off his disdain for her and her beliefs but expected his to be sacred and unquestiongly superior. "
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21:58:18Sybilla·Covelin : Only another wolf could understand the joke and she laughed quietly. "It feels that way sometimes doesn't it?" Like they were just running in circles. Maybe those were just her feelings. She knew how bad this hurt and she was trying to be as gentle and as quick as possible. He'd find someone to lick his wounds. Sybilla froze /c/
21:58:26Sybilla·Covelin : for a moment, here she was trying to be nice, trying to...find some common ground with this other wolf and he guesses she's preferable. It took every ounce of restraint she had not to gouge a nail into the tender flesh for that comment. "There's more meat in the bag, you should keep eating." The salve was spread over the second /c/
21:59:18GiadaΦMilos : she grabbed Paulos reins and stumbled a bit, she was so hungry. She wasnt sure what was worse the pain from the hunger or the pain of all the shame, guilt and curses she had dealt with .
22:02:15†Dominus† he replied to her as he moved close his hands still on his belt. "I say who is worthy of me, no one else.....and I do not care what others think of us" he looked her over and as he saw her stumbled he reached out and pulled her so he could holder with his arms though not close because he would not force that on her at the time. Dominus held her<C>
22:04:19†Dominus† by the arms so she wouldnt fall his grasp gentle and he said..."are you ok?...you look as though I feel". In all reality he did want to pull her close but at the same time he wanted to help her as she didnt look well at the time. Dominus looked at the horse then back to her. He knew that she knew alls she had to do is ask and he would get <C>
22:04:40Sybilla·Covelin : wound and she reached to grab clean linen strips to start bandaging the injury. "We can get our meat from the butcher in town. He seems pretty oblivious or he's dealt with a werewolf before. Maybe it's time we pool our efforts instead of pushing at each other until all of this blows over." /d/
22:05:58†Dominus† anything she needed. He just let everything else go for now as she had admitted to still loving him That alone was enough to bring light to his features and heal a wound at least for the time being from being torn open even further. Though he was pretty sure it wasnt possible to get worse.<D>
22:06:29Ķąlęb : -It wasn't as if Kaleb was going to admit he liked being around Sybilla...that he enjoyed her company...that he considered her a friend. That just wasn't his way or his nature. The careful manner she tended to his wounds seemed at odds with the harsh, jaw breaking punch she'd given him a few days earlier. "I tried speaking with the knight..." he -c
22:08:11Ķąlęb : confessed after a moment. "The woman...she knows what I am now...and I wouldn't worry, I suspect she likes me even less than you..." There was a sigh, not to this dislike...that was nothing new to him....to the whole situation in general. "I offered her redemption taken from my hide...but she wouldn't take it...I thought knights held their -c-
22:10:00GiadaΦMilos : She leaned forward and placed her forehead on his chest and sobbed silently, she felt as if she had no more tears left. Her body shook and she didnt speak a word, she had been utterly alone by her own making. She had always believed that there was redemption and strove to encourage others in that but when it came to her own mistakes she >>
22:10:17Ķąlęb : convictions above all else but it seems she was a coward...not much of a knight if you ask me..." He'd changed the subject and half expected her to smack him in his wounded shoulder for having done something so ridiculous. The wolf tilted to grab the bag and set down to another round of meat. "Sounds like a plan darlin'...it's starting to feel -c-
22:12:06Ķąlęb : we're a pair of chickens...in a coop full o' foxes..." The analogy didn't make much sense but then he wasn't exactly in the correct state of mind. Which reminded him. Digging into the pocket of his breeches he pulled out the pendant Tory had hurled at him the day before. "Your broody friend dumped this on me yesterday...Think it means more to -c-
22:12:50Ķąlęb : him than he'd care to admit...and I ain't sure I trust myself not to flog it..." It was silver so wrapped in a piece of cloth...it had taken him catching it and burning his digits to figure that out.-
22:15:21GiadaΦMilos : was more harsh then any. Dominus understood the struggles of the faith at times and at the first test of hers she had failed miserably. With the order gone she had felt as if she had lost out on things that could have held her stronger but the training had been cut short. She clung to him for the first time in a while finding comfort and kind >>
22:17:34GiadaΦMilos : words in the one place she expected none. Those who had tried to give her "redemption" lately only hated her because she did not accept it on their terms.
22:20:09†Dominus† he pulled her close as she sobbed on him his arms tucked around her leaning his head down to lay on hers gently he said..."I am here with you....I told you I would follow you for eternity and I ment it" he kept her close as they stood there. The Irony of the situation was not lost on him. She had found him broken and brought him back, he seen<C>
22:21:11Sybilla·Covelin : "Oh, Ofi..." There was a frown etched into her features when he admitted to speaking with Gia. Why would he do that? Because... he was Kaleb. Nothing he did made any sense to Sybilla. Funny, Sybilla had thought the same thing. That if they so knightly they would have some swords swinging. Yea, definitely starting to feel the /c/
22:21:27Sybilla·Covelin : odds stacking against them. The cloth wrapped pendant was taken from Kaleb and Sybilla sat back on her haunches to stare at it. "We have to give it to them." Holding on to it was a death sentence. Someone would find it. Think they stole it or hurt Tory for it. Sybilla folded the edges of the cloth back over and shoved the /c/
22:22:13†Dominus† the exchange of sides now as he was trying to help her and himself by doing so. Dominus did understand the pains of redemption all too well. Did he blame her from hiding something from him no. He had withheld his blood line from her as well as his time in the crusades. However he knew he would tell his stories when she was ready to hear them.<C>
22:25:23†Dominus† Dominus spoke up again...."I hope you can forgive me, the last few days I had lost the thought of you as a knight. I saw you as the woman I love and you were slipping away" his words were quiet so to be for her ears only<D>
22:26:05Sybilla·Covelin : pendant into the bag. She let out a breath and sat there for a moment. "Who's Jaci?" She'd told him about Daniel and she knew something had happened to his pack. It was only fair if they were going to be somewhat responsible for each other that they at least know something about each other. /d/
22:28:05Ķąlęb : -The wolf gave a look that had he been in his lupine form would have been ears flat to his head with eyes that said 'i'm sorry'...scolded puppy look in other words. "Pack mentality...thought I could protect you if I fixed it...but I ain't the most diplomatic guy in the world..." The stupid bitch comment for example wasn't something you generally-c-
22:30:07GiadaΦMilos : He was asking her forgiveness after she had done what she had to him. She raised up her dark head and a shuddering breath "What is to forgive? I wronged you and lied and you ask me to forgive you? Did you not know I wished for you to see me as a woman ...I am not a knight though I keep being addressed so >>
22:30:36Ķąlęb : heard on the lips of a politician. "Still...least I gave her another target if she comes a swinging..." he quipped, eyes following the pendant as she pushed it out of sight. "We try giving it to them they'll probably think that anyway princess...especially if tall, blonde and broody ain't around to prove otherwise...We're monsters remember..." -c-
22:31:55Ķąlęb : He'd never believe it of himself but that was the way their minds seemed to be set in terms of the weres vs the humans. As the question came, Kaleb frowned...Instinct made him want to get aggressive and defensive, tell her it wasn't her business but she'd patched him up good and peeled him out the dirt...so perhaps he owed her that much. "Jaci...-c
22:33:39GiadaΦMilos : it is too painful right now and my sin though foolishness to others is still written on my soul" She was exhasted from the spent emotion and the fact she hadnt eaten for two days."I need to sit , I feel pretty tired and weak." She released herself from him and sank to her knees and then sat her head in her hands. "I do not think I can >>>
22:33:39Ķąlęb : was....is...my mate..." Is? The wolf exhaled and absently prodded at his freshly wrapped wound. "She was a human when I met her...but like your parents, I convinced my pack to let me change her...It was all good for a while but the change...it got to her...the beast was too much..." He stopped poking because he wasn't exactly making things any -c-
22:34:09GiadaΦMilos : revive the order I cannot even lift my sword to smite evil when it presents itself"
22:35:58Ķąlęb : better doing so. "She lost it...said the beast deserved free reign...Next moon she acted on it...Slaughtered a family, left two of them infected..." It was a story he spoke from a distance and in such a nonchalant manner you'd think he was discussing a shopping list. "Disappeared after that...haven't seen her in twenty years..." That was why it -c-
22:37:18†Dominus† he squatted down low and picked her up in his arms making a clicking noise with his mouth so the horse would follow. he stood up and started walking with her back to the destroyed camp he said..."you misinterpret what i speak of.....I am not asking you to tell me or not tell me. I am not asking you to be a knight. I am asking you to be Giada"<C>
22:38:06Ķąlęb : was is...because the bonding between wolves was a hard thing to break when you didn't know if the other was alive or dead...Kaleb had no intentions of ever being with Jaci again but the nature of his beast wouldn't let him just move on. "The towns people hired hunters...they came for us just after the shift when we were at our weakest...I guess -c-
22:39:04Ķąlęb : I was the lucky one...by the time they reached my cage I had the strength to get away..." She'd probably judge him for that...He should have stayed and died with his pack but survival was a funny thing and even the strongest of creatures sometimes acted on it without thinking.-
22:39:49†Dominus† when he had picked her up he wouldnt take no for an answer he was going to take care of her as he could tell she wasnt feeling great. Dominus continued his words though now he said as plain as day so he could get his point across..."we can work on everything else, I will give my life to help you. Alls I want is you" he took his time walking so<C>
22:40:59†Dominus† no to trip and fall on any branches logs rogs or vines. Dominus waited to hear her reply as he moved passed the trees around them and it dawned on him he vowed to put down his blade untill he knew god needed it from him again<D>
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16:50:05Ķąlęb : Ok I am actually here now, not just moofing in))
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16:55:48GiadaΦMilos : Geoffery and Kaitlyn had left the beach and so it was as good a place as any to sleep. Paulos never went far and the ocean sounds were soothing. It was almost comforting to be there, something far bigger then herself and though her stomach was gnawing in hunger she did find sleep on those shores. She only woke once with the image of >>
16:58:11GiadaΦMilos : her haunted memories growing dim again she was able to find rest till the fingers of dawn bleed over into the darkness which was being expelled with each passing moment of the new day. Her eyes opened and she just stared at the violet skies as dawn turned them to blue . It had been rather cool on the shore and Paulos had laid beside her>>
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17:00:33GiadaΦMilos : giving some of his warmth but now that it was light he was up and stoically watching over her. She sat up and shook the sand from her hair the best she could, she really did need a bath and a change of clothing . A shadow feel accross the sun and rain clouds began to develop , no sense in a bath now she was bound to get soaked . Perhaps she would>>
17:02:37GiadaΦMilos : finally have some luck with that saddle. Geoffery didnt seem to be interested and Kaitlyn , well people who wore bandages on their eyes didnt seem to feel the need to ride horses. If she wanted to eat she was going to have to figure out some odd jobs, no one seemed to be in a buying mood. She would start at the stables maybe they needed someone>>
17:02:49GiadaΦMilos : to do some mucking out of stalls.
17:06:23Ķąlęb : -Much of what Kaleb did was unpredictable and difficult to track so when he headed into the forest with the intention of finding at least the female knight in this little charade of mess that seemed to be surrounding everyone he'd met in Hadara. Sybilla hadn't really explained it in depth, hadn't really given the whole story but courtesy of loose-c
17:09:20Ķąlęb : tongued gossips who'd seem the display in the marketplace, the face off between Dominus and Tory, he got the general jist. Kaleb aimed to find them by scent...having met each of them at one stage or another...but mostly he was looking for the woman at the heart of it. Sadly he'd tracked her the wrong way...back to the camp that was now well and -c-
17:11:42Ķąlęb : truly trashed. The wolf (for he tracked better wearing his fur) had sniffed around begrudgingly, thankfully not coming face to face with the male side of the knight pair. He picked her scent up further amongst the trees and had been all set to head in her direction (which was closer to the city) when he wandered into a familiar pack of hunters.-c-
17:14:30Ķąlęb : Straight off he didn't recognise them...then he noticed the familiar wounds bandaged upon their bodies...They were the men who he and Sybilla had ended up hunting...who they had defended themselves agianst. Kaleb was all up for the challenge and started the games with them once more...It had all been going well until one got a lucky shot into -c-
17:17:35Ķąlęb : the wolf equivalent of his shoulder...A normal bolt fired from a crossbow wouldn't really have staggered him...but it wasn't. He knew the instant it jarred through his flesh he recognised the burn...Silver. They knew...how could they know? Kaleb was lucky that despite being a foot down, he was able to outrun the gang of disgruntled hunters-c-
17:21:12Ķąlęb : otherwise he probably wouldn't have survived it. One other bolt found him in the chase. That had been an hour or two ago and back in his human skin, the wolf had failed to do much but haul his clothing back in and stumble off in search of that woman again...He couldn't risk going to Sybilla, didn't know where he'd find Tory and Giada was really -c-
17:23:17Ķąlęb : the only other person he'd met...She didn't know what he was...perhaps she'd leave him with his wounds...He was an abomination wasn't he? It was time to test that theory and the were eventually found her on the beach just as the clouds burst and the rain smoothered out any chance of finding her by scent. "Oi...Knight woman..." Kaleb left -c-
17:24:18Ķąlęb : distance between them for now and his clothes more the most part obscured the bolts, one in his shoulder, the other his back so he didn't look particularly different. "Why are you sleeping on a beach? And why is your camp wrecked?"-
17:27:27GiadaΦMilos : She looked up to the sky when the first raindrops fell and shook her head "Come on Paulos lets get something to eat" She reached to take the reins and wrapped them around her hand, as she turned to head back she saw Kaleb. He was the one that was in the Forge that night, she shook her head "I am no longer a knight, a woman I remain however" she >>
17:29:22GiadaΦMilos : gave a wry half smile and her fingers ran over her forehead. She was going to have to come up with some answers for the constant questions that she came accross. "I came here last night and it seemd as good a place as any. Ones choices are rather limited when the coin pouch is empty. " his latter statement caused a slight look of concern >>>
17:31:37GiadaΦMilos : that she did her best to hide "My camp? It is no longer my camp...." He mentioned no signs of a body and so that fact eased her mind slightly. The rain became a downpour and she started to walk toward town but then stopped, some old habits died hard"Did you need something sir?" like she had anything to offer but like a mantra the >>
17:33:04GiadaΦMilos : works of years in service did not easily quiet. She waited patiently for a answer to her query , not like there was a big rush to go anywhere .
17:38:15Ķąlęb : -The wolf did not feel good...he wanted to find a quiet place and curl up to bleed in peace but she was there and he'd stupidly headed towards her to start something. What was he doing? The silver wasn't helping to find his sensibilities. "I can see you're still a woman..." He grumbled, his eyes straying unashamedly across her form. The rain -c-
17:40:48Ķąlęb : had only helped to highlight the fact she was a woman...not now Kaleb! Head was shaken and he took a few slow steps towards her...Up close it was obvious he was paler than he should be and there was an odd metallic glint now and then to his veins...Not good Kaleb. "I need to talk to you..." he stated firmly, ignoring the wavering sensation of -c-
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17:43:31GiadaΦMilos : sorry I lost your posts if you posted)
17:43:38Ķąlęb : -The wolf did not feel good...he wanted to find a quiet place and curl up to bleed in peace but she was there and he'd stupidly headed towards her to start something. What was he doing? The silver wasn't helping to find his sensibilities. "I can see you're still a woman..." He grumbled, his eyes straying unashamedly across her form. The rain -c-
17:43:41Ķąlęb : had only helped to highlight the fact she was a woman...not now Kaleb! Head was shaken and he took a few slow steps towards her...Up close it was obvious he was paler than he should be and there was an odd metallic glint now and then to his veins...Not good Kaleb. "I need to talk to you..." he stated firmly, ignoring the wavering sensation of -c-
17:45:51Ķąlęb : his legs. "About this mess that makes you think you are not a knight..." He searched for sensible, calm words. "Give me a second...I...had a whole speak prepared..." The words came muttered out and Kaleb watched the woman from the corner of his eyes. How had she been the catalyst to all these things? She seemed so...well behaved...-
17:46:15Ķąlęb : Wb btw))
17:46:20GiadaΦMilos : ty)
17:49:25GiadaΦMilos : He moved toward her and she stood where she was and then a look of concern crossed her face "You are not well. I have limited healing skills ment for battlefeilds but perhaps you have a fever?" She unwound the reins in her hand and walked closer to him till he spoke to her about her knighthood. "If Tory sent you then he sent you on a erroneous >>
17:50:58GiadaΦMilos : errand and it was not right of him to do so."this man was a pawn and so she exhibted no anger towards him and changed the subject "I have no money for a healer but perhaps I can help get you to town. I would let you ride Paulos but he has been shoeless for a few days. I will make sure you get to town though." It was all she could offer, in the >>
17:53:04GiadaΦMilos : apparant situation. She was dissmisive about the whole subject he had brought up. Rather dismissive for she believed him sent by Tory and the man who wished to save her when he himself had walked from that path a while ago. One who walked a different path and he dared to tell her she was wrong for her actions....and then he sent this sick man>>>
17:53:48GiadaΦMilos : she shook her head and held out her hand"Come I was heading that way"
17:55:43Ķąlęb : -He wasn't a pawn...Tory had no idea that he was here and if Kaleb had even mentioned it to the man, no doubt he'd have been run through by his sword. It wasn't as if he and Tory got on and chances were he wasn't doing this particularly for the knight. "Tory?! You think I would do anything that ass told me to? I am not here because of him...well -c
17:58:05Ķąlęb : I am in some part...but...well..." Kaleb wasn't accustomed to messing up his words and he gave a growl of irritation. "I am fine...Listen to me...This queer vendetta of yours is bloody misplaced sweetheart....you're throwing away your faith and your friends over something fucking stupid...!!" He was getting irate but it wasn't because of her -c-
18:01:34Ķąlęb : necessarily...it was because of his wounds. "You honestly think you'd have to be cuckoo....to be so eager to give your life away for this..." He wavered again and she held out her hand. "I said I was bloody alright!" he managed to get it out as his legs gave way and he ended up face down in the sand. "I just need to lie down for a while..." He -c-
18:01:59Ķąlęb : murmured into a mouthful of beach. Damn...this wasn't going at all like he'd imagined it would.-
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18:04:37Ķąlęb : Wb))
18:04:56Sybilla·Covelin : ty Ofi)
18:05:36Ķąlęb : woof woof))
18:06:25GiadaΦMilos : She knelt down when he fell seeing he had a bolt stuck in his back. She helped roll him to his side and spoke softly"I have no vendetta, I do not know where you got your information but my faith is still intact, I am just no longer worthy to walk that path anymore."she wiped the sand from his face "I can take that out and bind your wound>>>
18:09:10GiadaΦMilos : but then I should take you to town." She ran her fingers around the wound and her lips pursed "This is odd, these are made of silver, odd that someone would waste metal on such a thing, what happened? I take it you must have been in the forest. Just last week I got myself caught >>
18:12:33GiadaΦMilos : in a snare trap. There are many hunters out there. but usually silver is kept for ...." she drew in a deep breath. "You need medicine I cannot give you ." her words were abrupt and she let him go standing. Her eyes grew unreadable "What do you want from me ?"
18:16:37Ķąlęb : -The wolf gritted his teeth as he listened to her slowly begin to figure out what he was...It was impossible to hide it because not only were the bolts silver but the flesh around them was in a bad way. Silver was poison to him and contact burnt flesh...the longer it was in, the worse the burn. By now the skin was black and blistered all the way-c-
18:18:27Ķąlęb : into the wound. It certainly looked painful...No one but another werewolf could comprehend this kind of hurt but Kaleb's tolerance was thankfully high. It clicked it seemed with her as she noted the metal...and why would a hunter use silver other than to kill a special brand of wolf? "No...I need you to take them out..." he stated as he hauled-c-
18:20:27Ķąlęb : himself into sitting. The movement made him groan inwardly. Hands were lifted and the palms were badly burned from the effort of trying to do it themselves. "Or...you can chose to leave them and watch me die...That is what you want isn't it Miss Knight? Am I not an abomination?" Another attempt at the bolt in his shoulder and his flesh sizzled..-c-
18:23:15Ķąlęb : nobody liked the smell of burning flesh and it caught in Kaleb's throat as he snapped his hand away. His green eyes were dulled by the silver seeping into his veins but they set on her oddly sternly. If what they were was so against her faith...so against her God, here was her chance to judge him so.-
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18:23:38Ķąlęb : http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2010/224/d/9/Chemical_Burn_by_Lyzius.png <--thats what the flesh around the bolts looks like))
18:23:42Ķąlęb : and welcome))
18:24:18GiadaΦMilos : thanks cause I just ate lunch>.<)
18:24:39Ķąlęb : >.> if it makes you feel better, thats just make up xD))
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18:30:30GiadaΦMilos : She shook her head "Yes , yes your kind are a abomination. Did you not know that the fallen one has the power to create creatures of his own? Evil can take on the form of light if it wishes. Why does your kind seek absoultion from my Order? You cannot get it from me for I do not belong to it any longer." she shook her her head>>
18:31:30†Dominus† : ty ty!!))
18:32:42Ķąlęb : Kaleb and Giada are on the beach))
18:32:56Ķąlęb : if you want to join in))
18:33:17†Dominus† : ill wait a few still trying to think of what to do next with dom))
18:33:33GiadaΦMilos : "And should a holy war come to this land your kind would hunt Knights as well. Do not think you are above such things, you are just as set in your faith as my kind are. We do not act on our own but by the edict of the Almighty. " she bent down and clasped the bolt in his back. Bracing herself she took a deep breath and pulled it out>>>
18:38:22GiadaΦMilos : throwing it on the ground, "Why does your kind keep revealing themselves to me for all that is holy....you destroy any chance I have of coming back." She grunted as her hand came over the other bolt , there was not the warning she might have given normally. The bolt came out with slight resistance and she threw it on the ground "You are relieved>>
18:40:39GiadaΦMilos : of your burdens." she took off her shirt , just a undershirt was all that she had under it. She ripped it into crude strips and began binding him "Now you can gloat , you have shown my unworthyness to ever trod the paths of righteousness again. If you wish to damn me to a lower level of hell please bring all your friends around " her words>>
18:41:31GiadaΦMilos : were bitter but nevertheless she continued her work. Leaving the last vestiges of her shirt on the ground. Maybe she would get a job easier now that she had no shirt...
18:41:42Ķąlęb : -Her logic was...unbelievable to him. He was the embodiment of the Devil? He would hunt knights if a war started? A holy war?? Why the hell would he involve himself in such a thing?? "For the love of...You are making assumptions about a race you do not even know!! You judge me based on legends and tales told to scare children at bedtime!" He -c-
18:43:29Ķąlęb : spat prior to the bolts being removed. "If my kind are so blasphemous...why are we not injured by your holy scriptures...? Why does holy water not seer the flesh form my bones? Why could I goddamn lick a fucking crucifix if I wanted to?!" She had some warped sense that werewolves grew out of evil, the Satan himself had walked onto Earth and -c-
18:44:59Ķąlęb : created them...but if that were true, why didn't he have the desire to rip her self righteous head off? Why didn't he spend his life seeking to destroy all that was good? Because he wasn't evil..."You and your racism...If I am a monster then end me!! If your God commands it, then take your redemption by freeing the world of me!!" It was then she-c-
18:46:45Ķąlęb : grasped the first bolt and Kaleb let out a howl of agony...It was enough to almost make him pass out but unfortunately for Giada she was not blessed with that. He was breathing hard by now and a feverish heat burned in his flesh. "And do not presume...my vendetta against the holy...If I was so opposed to your God and your mission...I would have-c-
18:49:35Ķąlęb : spent my life hunting your kind...and ending your life...You make assumptions about who I am based on the blood in my veins..." he gulped in a breath and tried to keep his senses clear. "Tell me Giada...quote me in your scriptures were my kind are brought up...Quote me where it says your soul is damned for not revealing us!!" The second bolt was-c-
18:50:31Ķąlęb : just as bad and another horrible sound left his lips. Consciousness fleeted for a moment but he forced himself to remain in this world...It really was testimony to how much strength of will and stamina Kaleb had.-
18:56:20GiadaΦMilos : "To him that knows to do good and does it not , to him it is sin" she wiped her hands on her pants and stood"You ignore that silver kills you, a metal of purity, why do you think artifacts of the church are made of silver? You have a friend that admited she must be caged to keep from killing >>
18:58:07GiadaΦMilos : humans because she knows if she is not then she will. She has a bloodlust to kill and cannot control it....so you can walk amoung the humans if you are so sure you are not evil then reveal yourself. Fail to cage yourself and go to the streets . I have no need to hide away so I do not succomb to the urge to kill I make a conscience choice>>
18:59:53GiadaΦMilos : as I have done now in not watching you die. You would not have that choice for you have a beast inside you." she didnt know why she was trying to explain he could care less "Being of the Order I submitted myself and my soul to certain vows, they bind my very life. If you have never done so you would not understand. To break them breaks the bond>>
19:02:28GiadaΦMilos : of my brothers and sisters and for me the Almighty. It is not easily fixed, I turned from that path because of the love of a brother and I destroyed another to keep the secret asked of me. I saw my brothers and sisters broken bodies and their blood cried to me from the soaked ground and I shamed their very sacrifice by not holding true . >>>
19:04:25GiadaΦMilos : For me the breaking of such holds a high price. Unless you have done so yourself and turned your back on the fabric of something that held your soul then you cannot comprhend the price. "
19:05:36Ķąlęb : -Free of the silver his body could atleast start to heal...He was badly wounded though, by werewolf standards and if she chose to storm away from him he wouldn't be able to follow her. As she gave her quote he gave an exasperated sigh. "So you did not slaughter another person...so by your Gods standards, then you are damned? How exactly does -c-
19:09:44Ķąlęb : that make ANY sense? By that standard every time you learn a person goes against your scriptures you have to smite them...or you lose your soul...." Another sigh. "Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice -c-
19:11:30Ķąlęb : homosexuality...Conrinthians 6:9....See? I can quote your scriptures too...Does that mean when you learn a man is gay, you hunt them down and end them? Adulterers? Whores? I haven't seen you at the docks damning those men and women!!" Why did Kaleb know his scriptures? Because there really was more to the wolf than just being an ass. He knew a -c-
19:13:45Ķąlęb : lot more than people gave him credit for. "As to silver...it is because it is associated with the moon that it harms us darlin', not because of your God..." He wanted to get up but he was stuck in the sand. "And you speak about our inner beast...does your religion not speak of such? We are no different to humans, who must overcome temptations...-c-
19:15:46Ķąlęb : If we were evil, wouldn't we let ourselves run wild? Wouldn't we seek to infect you humans with our bite and lay waste to you every full moon?!" He felt ill...sick to his stomach and his attempts to argue with what was clearly a brick wall weren't helping that sensation. "Your petty reason for throwing away your soul is senseless...and in -c-
19:18:31Ķąlęb : choosing to do so you dragged others off your path...I have offered you redemption and you will not take it..." There was another pause and he narrowed his eyes. "It is people like you...so close minded...so fucking stupid that damned my pack for misguided actions of one wolf...For that one wolves crimes your kind of humans decimated my pack...-c-
19:20:09Ķąlęb : came when we were weak...defenseless...and caged and systematically slaughtered us...By your definition I suppose that action was acceptable? To murder women and children and good men who went out of their way to protect your pathetic kind? I suppose they all deserved their deaths did they?"-
19:26:23GiadaΦMilos : She listened to him and shook her head"I do not pretend to know everything. Redemption would not come from killing you, a sin cannot be blotted out because of works of good....There are many Orders, some concentrate on the healing of others, some concentrate on being scholors , others are holy warriors and still others seek to find holy relics>>
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19:27:43†Dominus† : welcome))
19:27:47Rosie : Hello. ]]
19:28:04Ķąlęb : Welcome))
19:28:05Sybilla·Covelin : WElcome to Imperial)
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19:29:07GiadaΦMilos : to guard and protect them. Each Order has a different focus, I cannot know all their intentions. Some orders believe that your kind are unfortunately cursed, others like mine believe that it is evil. My order is dead , it died when Dominus and I walked away from that path. " she took a deep breath "do not think that you are the only one that has >>
19:31:18GiadaΦMilos : seen and suffered decimation. Do not bind all orders the same and exepct them all to believe in the same principals. You have your life and your friend has hers and I promised I would not say anything. You disdain me for hurting Dominus but should he have found out he would have been bound to seek you out and kill you , I hurt a man that I loved>>>
19:33:12GiadaΦMilos : I destroyed him to keep you and yours safe. Yet you show me no gratefullness only anger and disgust at my actions. Sacrifice for others is what I was taught and I gave much to protect you and your fellows. Spit on me if you wish how sad that my gift was not appreciated, in doing so perhaps you are showing that you are a beast after all for most>>
19:33:38GiadaΦMilos : with a soul would be grateful "
19:35:07†Dominus† he had been in the cathedral for some time kneeling before the alter staring at the ground his hands down at his sides. He wore his used up tattered tunic that had no sleeves with his worn black breaches and leather boots. He did not have his sword with him anymore. He spoke quietly to alter infront of him..."Lord please forgive me" he would <C>
19:37:26†Dominus† pause momentarily and start again..."Please forgive me for my imperfections" he paused and sunk a little lower his right hand came up to trace over his brands and tattoos of scriptures on his left arm. Dominus continued with his prayers asking for forgiveness and he vowed to start his pilgrimage over again. Dominus looked up at the stained glass<C>
19:38:11Ķąlęb : -This woman was impossible...and her Order made no sense. "Your order sounds like a piece of crap Sister...It makes no sense for one Order to have different standards...If you are going to be an arsehole, at least follow through across all bases..." he wasn't thankful for her mercy because it made no sense...If she had such a vendetta against -c-
19:39:46Ķąlęb : his kind, then not acting on it for the sake of a friends request went against the very fibre of what she seemed to value so. "You give your soul away for a man, for a friends request? Then I am sure your God and your Order will be grateful to see you gone...Tell your Brother...let him bring down this holy wrath against me...At least he might -c-
19:40:38†Dominus† and asked..."Please see Giada in safe arms and on a safe path" he paused again and took a breath..."For this I vow never to kill again. I vow peace for as long as you Lord shall have me do so". Dominus stood up and pushed his hair back from his face. Though cleaned up from the days prior he still would look a mess. He left the front of the <C>
19:41:49Ķąlęb : have the gall not to shirk his beliefs for the sake of a person he barely knows...Might have the courage to act on his convictions!!" Was he trying to get himself killed? No...but he was highly irritated by the double standards she had. "It is not a gift to throw away who you are and what you believe in over nothing you stupid bitch...It is just-c
19:42:17†Dominus† cathedral making his way outside slowly looking out into the city. Dominus moved to Thunder and untied his reigns and pulled a bit for the horse follow. He said to the horse as he moved through the street..."Well friend...you are a warhorse...it is time for us to part ways too.....I am no soldier anymore" He had left his title in the cathedral<C>
19:43:11Ķąlęb : a sign of how much of a coward you are...I'll see my soul in Heaven before God is stupid enough to let you in!!" It was harsh and mean but Kaleb's good manners and sensible arguing had worn thin after so long arguing with this stubborn headed mule of a woman.-
19:44:18†Dominus† in a sense. Dominus looked up at the sky and at the people as they pass he said as he looked up at the horse..."It is someone elses turn to take up the sword and banner" he gave a fake smile and tugged the reigns again and kept walking the horse following Dominus.<D>
19:50:53GiadaΦMilos : "Yes I am a coward and hence I am banned from that path." she turned from him. His insults were not going to phase her outwardly though she winced when he spoke of how her Order would be happy to see her gone. That truth hurt for she had known nothing else for many years of her life as a acoylyte and if Marcas had known about this >>
19:52:21Ķąlęb : I have to eat something, so assume Kaleb has passed out in the sand and leave him there xD so you can go play with Dominus!))
19:52:22Ķąlęb is away.
19:53:00GiadaΦMilos : well he would have been hurt. Perhaps it was better that they were all dead so that they didnt see her fall. Food it had been two days, she had literally given the shirt off her back to someone that thought she was a idiot. She grabbed the reins and moved towards town. Sure to get stares from her soaked skin she knew she had to get out of this >>
19:55:37GiadaΦMilos : town. She was a coward, she was stupid but she had done as she always had, given so that others could have. Her biggest regret was what she had done to Dominus who was worth a hundred Kalebs. She had to ignore the stares at her undressed state, she had left the camp with nothing except Paulos. She was going to try to go to the stables to see if >>
19:56:35GiadaΦMilos : she could muck out stalls or something of the sort for even a meal. It seemed that the streets because of the rain were rather sparse and people were keeping their heads down which ment they didnt pay attention.
19:58:40†Dominus† Dominus approached the stables and started bardering with the man there to sale Thunder. After their banter back and forth he took the gold the man gave him and he handed the reigns of thunder to the man. Dominus stopped the man from taking him right away he reached up and patted the side of the Horses head and spoke to the horse.."may a great"<C>
20:00:09†Dominus† "worthy warrior take you into battle my friend. You have been great to me" he patted the horse again. Dominus tucked the gold into his pocket and felt marcas's book he had picked up off the ground at the camp and still did not know why he kept it. Dominus prefered to forget about the pass totally, he had honestly tried through drinking it all<C>
20:01:35†Dominus† away the night before. He had sat at the destroyed camp and consumed a whole small cask of ale and woke up alot later then he normally did. He stepped back from the stables and pushed his hair back again watching the man take Thunder into the stables to be locked up in a stall. Truth about it was he felt terrible for giving the horse up but<C>
20:02:07†Dominus† it was part of his life he vowed to give up, fighting wasnt for him<D>
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20:07:24GiadaΦMilos : She caught a stablehand right outside the stable and spoke "Do you know if there is anywork, I havent eaten for two days and I will muck out stalls or groom horses or anything for a meal and maybe one for my horse too " The stableboy stood looking at her open mouthed. She covered herself the best she could and mumbled "Maybe I could talk to >>
20:09:52GiadaΦMilos : someone else that has some authority?" she was trying to avoid the lads eyes and then added " You can tell him I have a saddle for sale too if he doesnt happen to have any work ." he nodded rather dumbly and then disappeared inside. She brushed the hairs that stuck to her head with the rain that seemed to have let up for a bit>>
20:10:34GiadaΦMilos : hopefully she would dry out some but the humidty would prevent that. She stood bedraggled and hungry waiting for the boy to come back and she wasnt sure that he was even going to as he didnt seem to have his wits about him.
20:13:19†Dominus† He had saw Giada move around the Stables though he did not say anything he just stepped back further away from the street. Though he would take the gold back out of his pocket and count it one more time as he had added to his small collection. However a man would run up and snatch the money from his hand. Dominus clenched his fists and wanted <C>
20:15:46†Dominus† give chase and pummel the man. He looked up at the sky and asked..."really" everyone stared at him as if he was supose to defend himself. He looked back at where he last saw Giada and turned and started back down the street standing straight up so he stood higher then most of the people around him. He moved through the street towards the further<C>
20:17:36†Dominus† towards the edge of the city and he said to the guards as he passed..."Nice weather out here today". Obviously he would get an odd look at his smart remark towards them, but he was obviously not meaning no foul towards them about his current situation. He already missed having Thunder due to having walk the path he was about to stride<D>
20:21:12GiadaΦMilos : She glanced and saw Dominus and she wanted to talk to him but before she could gather the courage he was gone. The owner of the stables came and raised a brow "I hear you want work, well I dont have any for you and I just bought a horse ...wait from your friend. " he chuckled " He could at least buy you some clothes girl. Go get a >>
20:26:28GiadaΦMilos : shirt on before you catch your death" He was friendly enough but dismissive, she nodded and thanked him quietly for at least considering her offer. So Dominus sold Thunder, she wondered why. Kaleb had said the camp was in ruins and if Dominus was here in the city it was a good time to go back and see if she could scrounge up something to wear. >>
20:28:40GiadaΦMilos : made for the camp, the guards raised their brows at the scantily clad woman but she ignored them. The rain started again and she wasnt even dry from the first shower on the beach. She wanted to hurry because if Dominus came back that could be awkward though she hoped in a way to lay eyes on him again. What she wouldnt have given to feel >>
20:29:20GiadaΦMilos : his arms around her one more time but she had pushed him away, for two that could care less and just held her in disgust for it.
20:32:50†Dominus† Dominus looked to see one of the paths he used to go back to the camp. Though lost in thought four men jumped from behind trees and logs as he was well away from the city now. The man brandished swords at him and told him..."Give us your valuables or we kill you". Dominus shrugged holding fast to his vows of non violence and said in reply with a<C>
20:34:31†Dominus† calm voice...."I do not have any, this will be the second time I have been robbed today....I will not fight back". The leader of the four men stepped up and hit Dominus in the face with a hilt of his sword. Dominus grasped his face and fell to his knees in pain and shock. The Bandits repeated themselves..."your goods! now!" yelling repeatedly a <C>
20:36:27†Dominus† few times. Dominus shook it off and looked up from his knees and replied.."I have nothing I told you. Please leave me b......" Dominus was unable to finish his sentence as a bandit kicked him in the side of the head rendering him officially asleep so to say. They kicked him a few more times and then went through his pockets. Dominus came to tied<C>
20:37:58†Dominus† to a tree sitting down. One bandit looking through Marcas's book. The man laughed at Dominus and threw it into his lap and said..."You do not lie.....maybe the animals will eat you before you starve to death" the mans laughed and started walking down the paths they came and out of sight. Dominus didnt yell for help or anything of the sort he <C>
20:38:10†Dominus† sat quietly his head hung low as he stared at the book now in his lap<D>
20:43:23GiadaΦMilos : Hurrying luckily she avoided the bandits and entering into the woods she was bent on finding a shirt, she would even settle for one of Doms old ones, anything better then this. Maybe some food to quell the hunger that was causing spasms in her belly. She was so intent she almost missed him and when she saw him her throat felt tight and she >>
20:46:38GiadaΦMilos : dropped Paulos reins from her hand and she ran kneeling beside him. "Dominus ...." she looked a sight, nothing but a think wet soaked undershirt and her breeches. She reached out and pulled otu her dagger "Let me get you untied...who did this?" she set about to cutting the ropes and when done she kneeled beside him and held his face in her>>
20:47:42GiadaΦMilos : hands she looked in his eyes pain and worry mixed together, that and shame but she could not leave him like this as painful as it was to be there with the man she had destroyed.
20:51:01†Dominus† He didnt look up as he heard the voice and new who it was. Dominus did not speak at first as she had kneeled beside him and cut him free. He reached and picked up the book in his hand when he could. As she took his face in his hands he answered her questions with calm quiet voice the cut on his face visible as he looked through her more than<C>
20:52:59†Dominus† at her. "Who did this does not matter, They are long gone. I have no wish to give chase"..... He had given it all such long thought after destroying stuff, prayering, threatening others, and the answers never matched. Dominus knew she had hid something from him as he wasnt stupid. He was rather inquisitive at times and at times it showed he held<C>
20:55:09†Dominus† the book she had left behind up and he said...."I told you once before, Ill tell you again....this is yours" he stood up on weak legs from the beating he had taken. Pulling her hand out before he stood and placing the book in her hands. It was a way for him to add more to his inquisition list to find the answer he so desperatly needed deep inside<C
20:55:34†Dominus† though on the surface he didnt show it anymore, other then still being a mess and occasionally drinking too much<D>
20:56:35Sybilla·Covelin : After overhearing the hunters in the Wench chattering about how they'd hit the 'sob' and it escaped, she'd been combing every possible spot she could think of to find Kaleb. Finally tracking him to the beach, there was a moment that she actually thought he was dead. A moment it truly bothered her. More than a moment, /c/
20:57:16Sybilla·Covelin : really, she'd been a mess all day trying to find him. Silly really. "Ofi!" Less a name of agitation and now more a name of affection? Oh this was bad. Someone had removed the bolts at least and bandaged him. By the scent it had been Gia. Gia? No time to dwell on -that- conundrum. "Ofi..." Sybilla slid in the sand to kneel next to him, pulling /c/
21:06:07Sybilla·Covelin : lightly to get his face out of the dirt. Concern and tears? The bag she brought with her was dragged closer. Reaching within she fished around for the meat which was wrapped in oiled leather to keep it from dripping too badly. She came prepared in case he wasn't dead. He needed food so she'd stopped at the butchers and picked up /c/
21:06:15Sybilla·Covelin : meat. The small piece of meat was rubbed against his lips. "you have to eat something, ofi."/d/
21:07:21Ķąlęb has returned.
21:08:23GiadaΦMilos : She needed to get him to understand, the least she could do was to let him know that what she had said about Tory was a lie. "Dominus ...I do not ask your forgiveness because there is none for me but I lied to you. " she took the book a remnent of her stupid order, or so it had been cruely stated today>>
21:12:02Ķąlęb : -The wolf had passed out at some point towards the end of Giada's speech...by that point his mind had stopped listening anyway. Something about being a coward...or had he said that. Silver shock took a were a while to get over and the lengthy exposure to the silver hadn't helped things. He was still out cold when Sybilla showed up and murmuring-c-
21:12:24GiadaΦMilos : "I have nothing to bind your wound, if there is something left at the camp I shall do my best." she did not touch him , he was too near and she was not sure that she could do so without crumbling. "I heard the camp was trashed, I came out to see if ....there was anything left." she didnt tell him what the lie was about just yet, she was >>
21:14:03GiadaΦMilos : immediatly concerned about his injuries at this point. Injurys to the heart and to pride would not be healed with a mere confession and she steeled herself knowing that there was bound to be more questions. Kalebs words had stung but she had not given him the chance to see such. And she was the cruel one....
21:16:11GiadaΦMilos : Rosie you dont allow whispers are you here? If you arent going to play we do have a one hour timelimit)
21:17:00†Dominus† shooked his head at her and he said..."Let me tell you something I have learned.....God doesnt Damn us....we do" he reached up and wiped the blood from his face onto his hand and then from his hand to his breaches. "You can lie to others, but you can not lie to yourself..." Dominus paused and stepped back from her to give her her space. He hadnt<C>
21:17:54Ķąlęb : incoherently in his lacking consciousness. "Jaci...I feel funny..." Who was Jaci and why was he talking to her? It was only when he heard 'Ofi' that his mind realised who was there and his eyes cracked open. "Oh...hello..." he murmured. "Don't go in the woods okay princess?" A lopsided grin found his face that really had no place there. Eat she -c-
21:18:56†Dominus† pegged what she lied about yet. He knew something was a miss about her and Tory he had narrowed that much down. "Take what you like from the camp everything is still there as far as I know." he removed his shirt from his back though torn some he held it out to hear. He may be upset but he did not want the weather to see her ill. Dominus waited <C>
21:20:31†Dominus† see if she would take hisTunic. "I just have one question and one only....why?" after he got the on answer he had sought he would let it go or so he thought. His plans were to get his answer and go "home" to the monastary<D>
21:20:50Rosie : My whispers are off? My bad. ]]
21:21:06Rosie : Sorry I was just reading to get a feel of the place -- I didn't want to intrude. ]]
21:21:19GiadaΦMilos : no problem)
21:21:28Ķąlęb : said and his wounded limb dug into the sand to force himself into sitting upright. It was partly for the sake of not choking...but partly because he didn't much like looking like a pathetic well kicked dog around Sybilla. Weakness in front of other wolves could often encourage them to try and take your place in the pack. As the meat was offered-c-
21:22:20GiadaΦMilos : She took the tunic and was warmed by the heat that still lingered in it from his body.
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21:22:40Ķąlęb : he reached to take it, instinct taking over to choke down the bloody, raw meat as fast as he could...No doubt a human would have found that disgusting...but as Giada had insistently pointed out, he was anything but.-
21:25:15GiadaΦMilos : her eyes rose to meet his as she felt the weight of her lie to him almost crush the breath out of her " I lied to you about Tory, I did not love him nor does he feel anything towards me but disgust. It seems to be a common seniment nowdays" she whistled and Paulos came walking over and she took the reins. "I did it to save>>
21:26:37GiadaΦMilos : you because you would not leave my side and I did not want to see you take the same path I did. You should not have to pay for my sins but you were insistant and it was the only way I could ensure you would not try to follow." she swallowed and looked back toward the town. "I knew it hurt you but I saw no other way at the time. It seems >>
21:27:56GiadaΦMilos : that all I have done since I have been here has failed. I cannot even save a life without being cursed at..." she turned her eyes toward him "My heart never belonged to another Dominus"
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21:30:08†Dominus† took a very deep breath to let out the pent up emotion as she spoke about her lie about Tory. "Giada look at me" he pointed at the brands and the scriptures that spoke of repent and the like. he finished his sentence after showing his Tattoos and brands to her again and asked...."Do you think I have not committed sin." he grunted as he tried not<C>
21:32:16†Dominus† to get upset as he spoke about his past..."I am of Barbarian blood line.....I was born to hethens.....I killed them in the crusades the whole tribe with the order......I have done bad things Giada." he sighed and hoped she could understand what he was trying to say. It was true and it was the reason the some of the other knights held disdain <C>
21:32:31Sybilla·Covelin : Jaci? Who was Jaci? Maybe he had a Daniel in his past. They all did. The thought made her heart clench a little. "I won't go into woods, Ofi." Fingers brushed away some of the sand from his eyes. Stubborn wolf sitting up like that. There was no pack, no order to take, something which had hit Sybilla this morning while she roamed /c/
21:32:41Sybilla·Covelin : the city streets. While Gia had done an excellent job binding his wounds Sybilla went about undoing it. Digging into the bag for a jag of salve. "I'm sorry for your loss, Ofi." Words spoken even as she got the first look at his wounds. Bad but not fatal. A bladder was drawn out full of that berry juice and she thrust it over his shoulder /c/
21:33:25Sybilla·Covelin : jar^ )
21:34:22†Dominus† towards Dominus. His hands came to rest on his belt and he said..."The day you left the camp I sined. I destroyed the camp in a rage. I drank ale untill i passed out. We all sin and are born sinners....we are what we make it." Dominus had spit more senseable words this day then he had in a while. Dominus slumpt some his hair falling in his face<D>
21:34:40Sybilla·Covelin : into his other hand. "Drink it." If there something her tribe did well it was take care of their wolves. Even the humans took care of the wolves because they believed them to be blessings sent from the Gods as protectors. Fingers dipped into the salve and she delicately started smoothing it over the first wound. "What would you do /c/
21:38:05Sybilla·Covelin : without me?" Trying to be funny and failing miserably. Maybe because she didn't want to admit that he had her worried. It was easier being in different corners than sharing one with this wolf. "We're going to have to stay out of the woods for while. I heard them say they were going back to look for your body." And her. They were still /c/
21:38:12Sybilla·Covelin : hunting for her. /d/
21:38:57GiadaΦMilos : "Then that creature was right, our Order ment nothing and we are nothing but fools" she took the book that had been so precious and threw it "I am sorry what I did to you , I thought that I was saved for something, I was only spared because I am a coward and it would have been a disgrace to die with my brothers and sisters" >>
21:41:13GiadaΦMilos : the numbness settled in she was a joke all along and they all knew it but her. "I loved you Dominus, I just wanted you to know and that in time you might heal from the pain I caused for you are a good man."she had once brought him back to the place of hope and faith but now she had none of her own, she could not do anything for him but >>
21:41:37Ķąlęb : -The wolf managed to slump forward so that he wasn't holding his weight on his wounded limb. He made short work of the meat offering and it would undoubtedly do him good. There really wasn't anything better for a wolf in times of need than raw meat. The swift unbinding of his wounds only revealed how unpleasant they looked and giving his shoulder-c
21:42:00GiadaΦMilos : give him the truth and tht she had done. "I am going to the camp or what is left, if there are any things left," she hoped for a change of clothes at least.
21:44:04Ķąlęb : a glance his nose curled...They smelt bad too, like cooked flesh and gore. Cooked meat didn't appeal to him in general...but it appealed even less when it was him who'd been cooked. "My loss princess?" he wasn't sure what she meant by that bit...either he'd not been aware of what he'd said or this jaci wasn't a loss. "You're not going to cut my-c-
21:44:05†Dominus† he did not pick up the book though he would stop her by gently grabbing her arm and stepping infront of her and he said..."with God as my witness. The order still is in both of us. Things can mend....You Loved me you say?" it made so much more sense to him now that she had lied about Tory and now he was lost in his inquisitive nature. Dominus<C>
21:46:22†Dominus† spoke up again as he stood infront of..."You loved me?.....well I still Love you. I wasnt afraid to admit when you walked from the camp and I am not afraid to admit now" in all reality he was shaking and nervous as he had never spoke the words to anyone. Dominus stood there hoping to get a better reaction then his first volley of comments he <C>
21:47:01Ķąlęb : arm off are you? I'd end up running in circles..." As a wolf he meant. The offered bladder was given a begrudging look but reluctantly he took a few deep gulps of it. Something fruity...it didn't taste too bad. As her fingers started in on the wound but Kaleb set his jaw hard against making any noise...because man did it sting. "I'd find someone-c-
21:48:01†Dominus† delivered. He just didnt care what she hid at this point in time he just wanted to see if he could get her to not leave again. That alone would make things a milllion times better for him he had totally lost the side of Dominus that came out in the days prior, however he had a reason at the time to be like he was<D>
21:50:22Ķąlęb : to lick my wounds princess..." He quipped, face twitching as she caught a particular sore spot. "Although likely they'd figure out what I am and put my abominable head on a spike...So I guess you're preferable..." he ground his teeth a moment before continuing. "Sure princess...no woods...I guess I didn't figure humans to put two and two -c-
21:50:44Ķąlęb : together and show up with crossbows blazing..."-
21:53:25GiadaΦMilos : Tears filled her tired eyes as she whispered"I still love you , but I must tell you I am not worthy of you. Every deed that I have done to show mercy had been thrown in my face over and over in the past few days. I just want to leave Hadara, we shall not be accepted for we are too narrow minded and ..." she tried to remember the other words used >>
21:55:07GiadaΦMilos : "Racist ..." she had promised she would not say anything about Sybillia but she made no promise to Kaleb, he was a cruel beast. He had spouted off his disdain for her and her beliefs but expected his to be sacred and unquestiongly superior. "
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21:58:18Sybilla·Covelin : Only another wolf could understand the joke and she laughed quietly. "It feels that way sometimes doesn't it?" Like they were just running in circles. Maybe those were just her feelings. She knew how bad this hurt and she was trying to be as gentle and as quick as possible. He'd find someone to lick his wounds. Sybilla froze /c/
21:58:26Sybilla·Covelin : for a moment, here she was trying to be nice, trying to...find some common ground with this other wolf and he guesses she's preferable. It took every ounce of restraint she had not to gouge a nail into the tender flesh for that comment. "There's more meat in the bag, you should keep eating." The salve was spread over the second /c/
21:59:18GiadaΦMilos : she grabbed Paulos reins and stumbled a bit, she was so hungry. She wasnt sure what was worse the pain from the hunger or the pain of all the shame, guilt and curses she had dealt with .
22:02:15†Dominus† he replied to her as he moved close his hands still on his belt. "I say who is worthy of me, no one else.....and I do not care what others think of us" he looked her over and as he saw her stumbled he reached out and pulled her so he could holder with his arms though not close because he would not force that on her at the time. Dominus held her<C>
22:04:19†Dominus† by the arms so she wouldnt fall his grasp gentle and he said..."are you ok?...you look as though I feel". In all reality he did want to pull her close but at the same time he wanted to help her as she didnt look well at the time. Dominus looked at the horse then back to her. He knew that she knew alls she had to do is ask and he would get <C>
22:04:40Sybilla·Covelin : wound and she reached to grab clean linen strips to start bandaging the injury. "We can get our meat from the butcher in town. He seems pretty oblivious or he's dealt with a werewolf before. Maybe it's time we pool our efforts instead of pushing at each other until all of this blows over." /d/
22:05:58†Dominus† anything she needed. He just let everything else go for now as she had admitted to still loving him That alone was enough to bring light to his features and heal a wound at least for the time being from being torn open even further. Though he was pretty sure it wasnt possible to get worse.<D>
22:06:29Ķąlęb : -It wasn't as if Kaleb was going to admit he liked being around Sybilla...that he enjoyed her company...that he considered her a friend. That just wasn't his way or his nature. The careful manner she tended to his wounds seemed at odds with the harsh, jaw breaking punch she'd given him a few days earlier. "I tried speaking with the knight..." he -c
22:08:11Ķąlęb : confessed after a moment. "The woman...she knows what I am now...and I wouldn't worry, I suspect she likes me even less than you..." There was a sigh, not to this dislike...that was nothing new to him....to the whole situation in general. "I offered her redemption taken from my hide...but she wouldn't take it...I thought knights held their -c-
22:10:00GiadaΦMilos : She leaned forward and placed her forehead on his chest and sobbed silently, she felt as if she had no more tears left. Her body shook and she didnt speak a word, she had been utterly alone by her own making. She had always believed that there was redemption and strove to encourage others in that but when it came to her own mistakes she >>
22:10:17Ķąlęb : convictions above all else but it seems she was a coward...not much of a knight if you ask me..." He'd changed the subject and half expected her to smack him in his wounded shoulder for having done something so ridiculous. The wolf tilted to grab the bag and set down to another round of meat. "Sounds like a plan darlin'...it's starting to feel -c-
22:12:06Ķąlęb : we're a pair of chickens...in a coop full o' foxes..." The analogy didn't make much sense but then he wasn't exactly in the correct state of mind. Which reminded him. Digging into the pocket of his breeches he pulled out the pendant Tory had hurled at him the day before. "Your broody friend dumped this on me yesterday...Think it means more to -c-
22:12:50Ķąlęb : him than he'd care to admit...and I ain't sure I trust myself not to flog it..." It was silver so wrapped in a piece of cloth...it had taken him catching it and burning his digits to figure that out.-
22:15:21GiadaΦMilos : was more harsh then any. Dominus understood the struggles of the faith at times and at the first test of hers she had failed miserably. With the order gone she had felt as if she had lost out on things that could have held her stronger but the training had been cut short. She clung to him for the first time in a while finding comfort and kind >>
22:17:34GiadaΦMilos : words in the one place she expected none. Those who had tried to give her "redemption" lately only hated her because she did not accept it on their terms.
22:20:09†Dominus† he pulled her close as she sobbed on him his arms tucked around her leaning his head down to lay on hers gently he said..."I am here with you....I told you I would follow you for eternity and I ment it" he kept her close as they stood there. The Irony of the situation was not lost on him. She had found him broken and brought him back, he seen<C>
22:21:11Sybilla·Covelin : "Oh, Ofi..." There was a frown etched into her features when he admitted to speaking with Gia. Why would he do that? Because... he was Kaleb. Nothing he did made any sense to Sybilla. Funny, Sybilla had thought the same thing. That if they so knightly they would have some swords swinging. Yea, definitely starting to feel the /c/
22:21:27Sybilla·Covelin : odds stacking against them. The cloth wrapped pendant was taken from Kaleb and Sybilla sat back on her haunches to stare at it. "We have to give it to them." Holding on to it was a death sentence. Someone would find it. Think they stole it or hurt Tory for it. Sybilla folded the edges of the cloth back over and shoved the /c/
22:22:13†Dominus† the exchange of sides now as he was trying to help her and himself by doing so. Dominus did understand the pains of redemption all too well. Did he blame her from hiding something from him no. He had withheld his blood line from her as well as his time in the crusades. However he knew he would tell his stories when she was ready to hear them.<C>
22:25:23†Dominus† Dominus spoke up again...."I hope you can forgive me, the last few days I had lost the thought of you as a knight. I saw you as the woman I love and you were slipping away" his words were quiet so to be for her ears only<D>
22:26:05Sybilla·Covelin : pendant into the bag. She let out a breath and sat there for a moment. "Who's Jaci?" She'd told him about Daniel and she knew something had happened to his pack. It was only fair if they were going to be somewhat responsible for each other that they at least know something about each other. /d/
22:28:05Ķąlęb : -The wolf gave a look that had he been in his lupine form would have been ears flat to his head with eyes that said 'i'm sorry'...scolded puppy look in other words. "Pack mentality...thought I could protect you if I fixed it...but I ain't the most diplomatic guy in the world..." The stupid bitch comment for example wasn't something you generally-c-
22:30:07GiadaΦMilos : He was asking her forgiveness after she had done what she had to him. She raised up her dark head and a shuddering breath "What is to forgive? I wronged you and lied and you ask me to forgive you? Did you not know I wished for you to see me as a woman ...I am not a knight though I keep being addressed so >>
22:30:36Ķąlęb : heard on the lips of a politician. "Still...least I gave her another target if she comes a swinging..." he quipped, eyes following the pendant as she pushed it out of sight. "We try giving it to them they'll probably think that anyway princess...especially if tall, blonde and broody ain't around to prove otherwise...We're monsters remember..." -c-
22:31:55Ķąlęb : He'd never believe it of himself but that was the way their minds seemed to be set in terms of the weres vs the humans. As the question came, Kaleb frowned...Instinct made him want to get aggressive and defensive, tell her it wasn't her business but she'd patched him up good and peeled him out the dirt...so perhaps he owed her that much. "Jaci...-c
22:33:39GiadaΦMilos : it is too painful right now and my sin though foolishness to others is still written on my soul" She was exhasted from the spent emotion and the fact she hadnt eaten for two days."I need to sit , I feel pretty tired and weak." She released herself from him and sank to her knees and then sat her head in her hands. "I do not think I can >>>
22:33:39Ķąlęb : was....is...my mate..." Is? The wolf exhaled and absently prodded at his freshly wrapped wound. "She was a human when I met her...but like your parents, I convinced my pack to let me change her...It was all good for a while but the change...it got to her...the beast was too much..." He stopped poking because he wasn't exactly making things any -c-
22:34:09GiadaΦMilos : revive the order I cannot even lift my sword to smite evil when it presents itself"
22:35:58Ķąlęb : better doing so. "She lost it...said the beast deserved free reign...Next moon she acted on it...Slaughtered a family, left two of them infected..." It was a story he spoke from a distance and in such a nonchalant manner you'd think he was discussing a shopping list. "Disappeared after that...haven't seen her in twenty years..." That was why it -c-
22:37:18†Dominus† he squatted down low and picked her up in his arms making a clicking noise with his mouth so the horse would follow. he stood up and started walking with her back to the destroyed camp he said..."you misinterpret what i speak of.....I am not asking you to tell me or not tell me. I am not asking you to be a knight. I am asking you to be Giada"<C>
22:38:06Ķąlęb : was is...because the bonding between wolves was a hard thing to break when you didn't know if the other was alive or dead...Kaleb had no intentions of ever being with Jaci again but the nature of his beast wouldn't let him just move on. "The towns people hired hunters...they came for us just after the shift when we were at our weakest...I guess -c-
22:39:04Ķąlęb : I was the lucky one...by the time they reached my cage I had the strength to get away..." She'd probably judge him for that...He should have stayed and died with his pack but survival was a funny thing and even the strongest of creatures sometimes acted on it without thinking.-
22:39:49†Dominus† when he had picked her up he wouldnt take no for an answer he was going to take care of her as he could tell she wasnt feeling great. Dominus continued his words though now he said as plain as day so he could get his point across..."we can work on everything else, I will give my life to help you. Alls I want is you" he took his time walking so<C>
22:40:59†Dominus† no to trip and fall on any branches logs rogs or vines. Dominus waited to hear her reply as he moved passed the trees around them and it dawned on him he vowed to put down his blade untill he knew god needed it from him again<D>